Tuesday, August 5, 2008

The Light Manic Disease and Other Short Random Things

When you are constantly sad, people call it depression. The polar opposite of being depressed is being manic. Being a manic is being constantly happy, too happy. There are manic-depressed people who are people that have MAD mood swings. One minute they want to die and the next, they are retarded from happiness. I'm serious when I say retarded from happiness cuz manics are TOO happy and so it clouds just about everything in your brain including reason, clear thought, and standing normally.

If there was ever a light case of manic disease where a person is constantly happy, it would be great for the guy diagnosed with the light manic disease. Unfortunately, God did not deem manics appropriate for this world so there are no manics. God reserved that very special disease for the inhabitants of his kingdom-to-come. That's one more thing to look forward to when I die.

FaceBook Status: Richard Chung feels like God took off a sawdust from his eye but left a log in its place in the process of removing the sawdust. I am hating on life right now. I gotta go gido.

I find myself becoming more and more fatalistic cuz I don't have the courage to do anything about my situation and life. It's always, "Deo Volente."

I miss driving Sedans. My beloved Camry, which I named Mother, has died. It's been like a year. Shame. I hope I can save up enough to buy my Smart Car soon.

Love is unfair. I categorize love into two categories: Worldly Love and the Love of God. Both are ridiculously unfair. I don't wish to say why now. Maybe Later.

I hate love because the Beatles were right: All You Need is Love. I don't have any.

If I do, then the people that love me are terrible at showing it.

People prolly do love me. Somewhere out there. Where I can't feel it.

This is my depression post that has been inside of me for the last month or two.

I had more to type but they are way too revealing of my inner most thoughts. So no.

If my faithful fans have been wondering where Richard has been, I've been deep in the realm of depression and thought. and this is the first post where I spilled my thoughts onto. Enjoy my deep and flawed philosophical thinkings. More to come. Pray that my brain gets better so I can share more of Richard's Thoughts.