October 18th, 2008. 3:45 PM.

Right now, I'm supposed to be studying. A bunch of folk from church came to BIOLA to study but I told my friendo that I had to study alone so I ran away to the lowest level and found a secluded area. After about an hour or two of studying, I'm right here at the library computer lab and checking e-mail and blogging and stuff. I kind of don't want to go to my friendos cuz they know I'm emo. I just want some time alone but ye. Anywho, I guess I'm feeling pretty emo cuz some thangs that happened but still, I'm happy I got a lot of studying done. I have to go work on Greek soon but ye. I hope I get A's. I also decided that I have to pray more so I'm gonna come up with an intense praying program for myself. I'm gonna be a pastor soon so I have to practice such things. sigh. It's gonna suck. Anywho, I better get going or I'm not gonna feel like studying again for like ever. Actually, I'll just check some more things online and then go. hehehe.

This is a note I made instead of studying. I wrote the note on my blog, but I decided not to make it an entire entry. haha. If that doesn't make sense, then you're ok.

Yesterday, October 17th, I was writing a song and it was coming along great, until my roommates came in. Never in my life did I want my roommates to leave like I did yesterday night. I REALLY needed alone time to write my song but they ruined it. So I couldn't write my song. So I got in my bed, prayed to God that he would allow joy to come in the morning (The feeling joy, not Joy You) and let my anger go. Today, I woke up to the worst dream in the world and I felt uncomfortable in my bed. Sigh.

Shoot, I don't want to study so this might be a super long post.

I feel more distant from BIOLA people cuz the one girl I chill with the most brokelost her phone and we have to chance upon each other in order to chill. It sucks. And other people were never too close to me to begin with. I'm trying to chill less with girls cuz I don't want to be known as "the weird guy that only chills with girls" although it might already be too late. I sersly think I only chill with girls and Ju and BIOLA. And I've been chilling less and less with Ju too. sigh.

Yeah. This is gonna be a mad long post.

I just saw that someone I stopped talking to for a long time won five thousand dollars so I was about to facebook comment him and eat lunch with him but I thought it'd be WAY too obvious so I guess I won't. I have my image and self-respect to worry about. haha.

If you've read this far down, you are either a) a true fan of my blog, b) a true fan of me, c) a true friend of mine, d) a secret admirer, e) a person who's not sure if I'm crazy or joking in half the stuff I say, or f) retardedly bored.

I want to go to noraebang. But only under certain conditions. I'm not gonna list them cuz I'd be a jerk if I did. But one of the conditions is that Yuggs definately has to go. Crap I spelt definitely wrong.


I'm SOOOOOO infatuated with this person right now.

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. I have a secret.

Dang. I'm running out of things to post. I think I'm just gonna go back to studying. I just checked everything I had to check so I'm pretty much done. I guess I'll go back to studying soon.

I started this post at 3:45 PM like the title says and right now it's 4:08. Dang, I spent more than twenty minutes one the post.

If you are reading this, idolism is not good. Go read the bible more.

If you're STILL reading this, go outside. As for me, who spends the time writing this, it's too late. Just save yourself.

Don't do drugs.

If you're reading this while on drugs, comment me on how it feels like to read while on drugs. I'm kinda curious.

But stop doing drugs after you comment me.

I'm not on drugs.

STOP READING.

If you're still reading after I told you to stop reading, forget you. There's no helping you.

Dang, 4:12. I should really go study.

3 more minutes and I'll have been posting for 30 minutes.

F. This post is long.

I like Choi Kang Hee.

Look at my poetry blog. It's a blog of all my poetry. All the ones I'm proud of at least. It has two entries so far. I don't know how you'll find it but if you love me enough, you'll find it.

This is my last line.

No it's not.

Dang, I'm this far already, how am I gonna stop it. hrm...

Oh I know!