The Day I Caught The Wind

The day that I marry, I want to feel like I just captured the wind.

That said, the day that I marry will be a sad day indeed.

I think that is why I like the girls who just don't seem to care about the clear and present world. They are always in their own world and it seems like they are trying to figure it out. Case in point, Luna Lovegood.

If I get someone like that, and pry her focus from her world to ours, and make her see me as a being worthy of her hand in marriage, then I would pretty much be marrying somebody that I don't like anymore. Either that, or I would be living a miserable existance where I am the second love in my wife's world. She would be so focused on her own world that I would barely be there.

Either that, or I won't marry a girl like this, and I'll feel sad that I didn't. :(

All that to say, I think marriage can be one of the most unromantic things that can happen to a person. But I'm pretty immature. Perhaps when I grow up, I will see marriage as the final step to the love between two people and think that it is romantic. That is the day when I will probably not want to catch the wind. I'll probably just want a normal girl who does not stand out in anyway whatsoever.

Man, it is hard to be romantic in my mind and Christian at heart because God already did the most romantic thing in the world for us. Anything else I can possibly dream of does not come close to what he did.

If you don't understand this post, it means that you just don't love me!

PostScript. I studied a total of 2 hours for two massive midterm exams. I studied 4 hours for a dinky little quiz worth less than 1% of my Hebrew grade. I am so satisfied with my Hebrew quiz.

PostPostScript. Michelle! I wanna hear your song!

PostPostPostScript. Our volleyball team, The Iron Monkeys, got shafted. One member was literally literally, not figuratively literally, 2 minutes late and we got disqualified.

PostPostPostPostScript. God is good. All the Time.