Chronicles of Spring Break: Biola Tuesday

I woke up and I ate Fruit Loops for breakfast.

Then I watched a Korean orak show and ate more meat.

Then I went over to BIOLA to pick up Leah Lee. I met her at Nate Yim's apartment because he was out on a six day hiking trip. At her apartment, I saw Monica watching a Bollywood about two Indian guys acting gay so they could live in an apartment. Then I took them both out to Panera Bread where they both bought a cheese bread. Then I took them over to BobaLoca and got shaved ice.

Then I dropped them off at Biola and I went to Souplantation to eat with Simon Chung, Harry Potter, and Jo Kim. Then we all split and I went to chill at BIOLA. I met with Rui Guo and Daros Koding in Stewart. I just played DOTA and other such games with them for a while.

Then I went over to Leah's room since she got kicked out of Nate's apartment. I just chilled there and watched a bunch of youtube clips until we got fed up with BIOLA internet shutting down on us and all.

Then I went home to find out that my home internet was down. Super sad.

Chronicles of Spring Break: UCLA on Monday

So I woke up at seven in the morning and got ready for my grand adventure. I took my father's infamous green truck which shut down in the middle of a u-turn with two passengers in it. I don't think they'll ever ride my truck again but whatever. I needed it to fit two other people from LA so I had to use it.

I drove it to Los Angeles with slight traffic and got there by nine fifteen or so. I picked up Sarah Chong, then Yoe Jin Whang. We went to eat at Jose Bernstein which is famous for it's ridiculous Kimchi Galbi Burrido. We struggled through the burrido because it was pretty heavy for a burrido. I ate the Kimchi Galbi Burrido, Sarah ate the Vegeterian Burrido, and Yoe Jin ate the Chorizo Burrido. Oh and I finally found out what in blazes Otilia was. :) After we finished we headed back on campus to return Yoe Jin to her studental duties.

After we dropped her off, I parked in front of Hedricks Hall where Sarah, DaKimi, Mimo (kinda), and Ben lives. Sarah and I went back to her dorm and played Jenga. We made the tallest stack of Jenga I had ever seen but I don't play Jenga much. Apparently, Sarah has seen taller stacks.

After we played Jenga, Sarah had to go fliering (the act of handing out fliers) so I went to meet up with Ben Park. In Ben Park's room, I found arguably the most adorable pencil case, I've ever seen in my life. After lingering in his room for a while, we went to eat at the cafeteria. I forgot what it was called. Covelle or something. I ate an hamburger, a fourth of a motza ball, and juice. Ben ate much more than I. Afterwards I met Ben's CCM homies (whose names I will not list, not because I forgot them but cuz I respect their privacy) and we talked a bit.

Afterwards, we went back to Ben's room to meet his two roommates. They were nice guys. Then we walked to Bruin walk where Sarah was fliering. There I met Andrew Han who was also fliering. Very handsome fellow. Then I met a friendly guy named Josh. Super nice. After just chilling for a while, Sarah had to go EVing (evangelizing) and Ben had to go to class. So we walked towards his class and we met up with Kirk who was ending class. So Ben handed me off to Kirk and left for CS (Counter-Strikingly Computer Science)

Then Kirk and I walked to the bus stop across a parking lot of mopeds and bumped into Kirk's roommate Daniel. He was a nice fellow. We rode the bus to Kirk's place and said bye to Daniel since he had to go somewhere and went up to Kirk's apartment. In his apartment, we watched five minutes of Dodgers vs. Giants and left for Versailles, a Cuban restaurant.

On the way there, I found out how Kirk's awesome halfbreed car works. I was admiring the efficiency of his car when we got to the restaurant. I ordered a special chicken of sorts that the restaurant was famous for and ate peacefully with Kirk. The chicken was kind of huge. I finished half and packed the rest for later. Then Kirk dropped me off in front of Hedricks Hall where I met with DaKimi.

When I was up in his room, I offered the rest of my chicken which he ate voraciously and I sat down. While resting in the room, a girl named Christina came into the room and recorded a song on DaKimi's HUGE macomputer. I was tired so I went up to his bed and her song lullabyed me into a deep slumber. It wasn't that deep but her piano playing was beautiful. After she finished, she left and I destroyed DaKimi in Halo 3. Then we went to another community room and played Wii. DaKimi destroyed me. Then another girl named Minnie came in and said something along the lines of "the perfect boyfriend doesn't play games." So sad.

Then we left since we were sad and met with Isaac Hui to eat dinner. We ate at the Hedricks cafe. I tried DaKimi's invention, the Milk Tea Ice Cream with Hazelnut. It was good. After we ate, I met with Mimo and made her feel guilty for DITCHING me. I remet Noel and met her other roommate who shall remain unnamed. :|Then DaKimi and Isaac started beat boxing. We went up to DaKimi's room pulled up Christina's song and started freestyle/beatboxing/reading scripture to it. Dakimi's roommate Daniel was in the back admiring our craziness.

Then Isaac left for homework and DaKimi ditched me for Heroes. Bum. I was walking to my car and I remembered James who facebooked me earlier saying that he was waiting for me in the morning which was a miscommunication that I'm truly sorry for. I called him and we had a nice short talk full of laughter and encouraging words. James gave me the final welcoming touch to UCLA and bid me farewell.

Afterwards, I left for home and I got lost. I aimlessly drove for about an hour before I decided to look at the map only to realize that I was going the polar opposite direction of where I was supposed to go. I fixed my mistake and got home safely.

This marks the end of the first day for my adventurous break. :)

Chronicles of Spring Break: Prologue

I went home for the first time this semester and picked up my car which would be a vital tool in my adventure.

I went home on Sunday, talked to my sister about some unfinished business over a cup of Juice It Up juice. She had Orange Mega-Blaster and I had a Lava Flow.

Afterwards, I went home and prepared for the first day of my adventures...

i am comforted.

I am comforted in a few things.
I am comforted in my future because I know God has a plan.
I am comforted in my friends because they love me.
I am comforted in my family because they'll accept me.
I am comforted in knowing that I will eventually stop being such a big jerk no matter how long that'll take.
I am comforted in the fact that I somehow make others laugh.
I am comforted in my great big indestructible safety net called God.
I am comforted in realizing that even if I push God to the side, he'll never push me aside.
I am comforted in knowing that God will always provide comfort.
I am comforted in his Word because it has so many fun stories and a life changing message.
I am comforted in knowing that even if my close relationship which is about to fall apart actually does fall apart, that God gave me the parts to survive it.
I am comforted in the fact that I have some cool friends.
I am comforted in knowing so many things about Christ and that I will eventually grow to know emotionally and spiritually more about Christ.
I am comforted in knowing that even if I use bad grammar, my friends and God love me.
I am comforted in the few amount of cash I have.
I am comforted in that even if I feel bad, I'll feel better eventually.
I am comforted in being able to write this post even though I feel tired.
I am comforted in feeling comforted even in my tiredness.
I am comforted in Michelle's encouraging comment in my tiredness post. :)
I am comforted in knowing that this is Spring Break.
I am comforted in knowing that I have a incredibly packed Monday at University of California in Los Angeles.
I am comforted in that my friends look past my Debbie Downerism and love me still.
I am comforted in that even if I have no friends to talk to, I have God and that he provided me with this blog. :)
I am comforted in that my comfort post might be longer than my tired post.
I am comforted in that even if I try filling the void inside with games, movies, and friends, that God will always be there waiting for me to do the right thing.
I am comforted in knowing that my emotionlessness is something I could work on.
I am comforted in my own stupid personality.
I am comforted in God.
I am comforted in Jesus Christ.
I am comforted in the Holy Spirit.
I am comforted in my salvation.
I am comforted in my redemption.
I am comforted in the eschatology.
I am comforted in a bunch of terms I learned in Theology class.
I am comforted in learning about you intellectually in BIOLA and CPC.
I am comforted in God's undying love for a person like me.
I am comforted.
I am.
I am comforted in knowing that God loves me no matter what I do.
Even if the world were to hate.
Even if I were to lose all my friends.
I can look forward to my death bed which would be in an undetermined number of years and know that I will be with Christ.
I am so tired.
But I am comforted.
God.
How You Love Me So.

i am tired.

I am tired of so many things.
I am tired of being such a big jerk that my friend has to constantly keep me in check.
I am tired of the fact that he's been doing so for about a year.
I am tired of having no hope in the kids I teach in church.
I am tired of my own emotionless face which makes it hard for people to know my true emotions.
I am tired of being a great big joke.
I am tired of being a debbie downer.
I am tired of blogging about depressing things.
I am tired of one of my closest friendships being severely flawed and at the brink of destruction.
I am tired of caring so much about what others think about me.
I am tired of not wanting to go home because my home is a place of great despair.
I am tired of being homesick for heaven.
I am tired of my own stupid personality.
I am tired of coveting the social skills of others.
I am tired of being so exhausted all the time.
I am tired of relying on myself.
I am tired of being stupid.
I am tired of trying to be clever.
I am tired of having no one to talk to.
I am tired of not accepting the help of those who want to talk to me.
I am tired of knowing so much about God but being a pathetically infantile Christian.
I am tired of friends who chill.
I am tired of feeling bad.
I am tired of trying fill the empty void inside with games, movies, and friends.
I am tired of wanting to think that I don't need friends yet relying on friends for comfort.
I am tired of all the drama.
I am tired of seeing little fob kids smoking everywhere.
I am tired of hearing of my sister.
I am tired of hearing about my family.
I am tired of my cousin.
I am tired of CPC.
I am tired of Biola.
I am tired of myself.
I am tired.
I am.
I am tired of thinking in my sin that I don't need or want God.
At the end of the day.
I know.
I only have Him.
I wish I could fastforward 20 years to my death bed and look forward to being in Heaven.
I know I'll regret a lot of things but I'll be happy that I chose to be a Christian.
I am so tired.
God.
How Great Thou Art.

Stop Caring

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. - Theodor Seuss Geisel

Let's distinguish between those who matter from those who don't. :)

The Manly Month of March Conclusion

Complete and utter failure.