Studying, Gaming, and Doing Nothing

You don't have to read this. This is another depressing post by a bitter old man. I just need to vent a bit. I want to depress a random person that might chance upon this blog.

I realized that I'd rather be angry than bored. I could stand not ever winning a game in DOTA, munchkins, and even life, but I cannot stand doing nothing and being bored. "Chilling" in a sense. And I realized, if I am willing to be extremely furious and let a stupid game ruin my day over doing nothing and feeling boredom, how much do I really hate "chilling". A freakin lot. This paragraph is for Simon who loves wasting his life "chilling". GAGAGAGAGAGA.

Anywho, what I also found out was that I like studying more than being angry. Because studying gives me a sense of constantly winning. Because when I study, I learn stuff. Not only do I learn stuff I get better grades. So when I study, I win. I don't even let the slight physical pain of head aches and sores bother me. I play to win. Not to have fun. Fun = Winning. Unless I really don't care about the sport. Like Turkey Bowl. I just wanted to go home. GAGAGAGAGAGAGA. I just have no pride in anything except Jesus. I'm sorry. No. That's not true. I'm proud of a bunch of other useless things.

Anywho, another post by your dearest Bitter Old Man. I need a friend who can give up their entire social agenda to be with me. In other words, a girlfriend. But not a girl. and I don't want to get intimate with them so it's ok. I'm not breaking any rules.

Now I have to get back to studying. I'm excited!