A Dream

This is the first dream I've remembered in a very long time and it has a lot of feelings behind it.

This is what I wrote, right after I woke up. I was told that if I want to remember a dream, I have to write it down immediately after I wake up.

So this is what I wrote:

I had a dream that I finally got a girlfriend. I forgot who.

She confessed to me, that she liked me.

But I said, no.

Then she cried and went away, so I went up to her and told her to let me think about it.

Then I told her I’ll call her in two days.

But my feelings for her started developing and I grew to like her more and more.

So I went to her and it seemed like she already knew.

Then it turned into a retreat setting.

But after a couple hours, she told me she liked someone else.

And she got together with him.

Then there was a machinegun shoot out.

And both she and her boy got shot by friendly fire, or so I thought.

And I was sad but kind of happy.

I told SimonI finally got a girlfriend for like ten seconds.

I told him and he judged me that I would use retreat as a place find a girlfriend.

Then I saw her a bit later and I got super depressed.

There is a certain significance to this dream which I would gladly tell you in person. So ask.