Richardian Confessions

I'm an attention hog. I love it. I feel like a loser saying it but still.

I need purpose in everything I do. Unfortunately, the purpose of "glorifying God" is not enough for me. I'm such a sinner.

The "attacks" have been laying off and I'm holding up fairly well but it's my pride that is keeping me up, not God.

I
like
girl
s

I'm making a movie but I'm afraid that it'll suck. The thing is, I'm pretty sure it'll be good, it's just the time and resources that I don't have.

I
fear
girl
s

People would say, "but dood, I see you with girls all the time." Yeah, but it's weird. I don't know why I can talk to some girl s and why I'm utterly terrified of talking with others. I could talk to girls if I have purpose though.

I have low self-confidence.

My life is very image-oriented.

I'm a spendthrift.

I get annoyed with people close to me because they are close to me.


I love God.