The Richardian Double-Life

My life at CPC and my life at BIOLA are both quite awful. I know that in my blog, some posts are understood by CPC people and some are understood by BIOLA people, but in this one, I'll be the only one to understand it because I'm the only one that attends both. hohoho. Anywho, both have their pros and cons, BIOLA is full of jerks that call me stupid (LeahLee is a jerk) and CPC is full of jerks that make me feel stupid (Yuggs is a jerk). At CPC, I can share a lot more about myself and at times, I'm put into an auto-share rapidfire mode where I just unleash my tongue at the nearest person and reveal my deepest darkest secrets to them which I'm sure makes them uncomfortable to say the least. At BIOLA, I can chill with chill girls that I practice playing pool with and make food with at night without being special friends. I talked to people at CPC about BIOLA that I can't share with BIOLA people and they tell me how what I did was a mistake and I agree with them because I was on rapidfire mode and clearly not in my right mind. I talk to people at BIOLA about things that I don't talk to CPC people about because the atmosphere is definitely different and there are a lot more white people. I'm going to shpill for a long time. I heard complaints from former-attendees of CPC that the service and everything was really dry and people don't raise their hands how jumping is a satanic practice and such but I don't really care that we don't do this because regardless, my heart is not there. I'm thinking about either trying to improve my voice by singing or I'm just out of it and I want to sit. I heard complaints from other christians that BIOLA was liberal because a lot of Sarang people went there and from what I know, the professor's theologies are fairly solid and the parts that aren't don't really matter too much. However, at CPC, there's a massive aura of hate running around and superiority. We look down on other churches and I can't help feel that CPC is actually just like every other church regarding the percentage of people that don't really care whether or not CPC is Christ-centered. I'm referring"Sunday-Christians." And at BIOLA, the values are definitely different. Gossip spreads quickly. Ok. Gossip might be too strong a word but still baby. Word travels faster than I do. Also, there's a lot of flirting going around, (MASSAGE. WTHIZZIE?!) if you don't know what I'm talking about, you will never know. It might just be me, but too much touchie feelie man. And there's a lot of problems that you would expect from a pagan school. Drugs, dancing, gambling (that's all me), and girl problems. I'm really emotional right now so I might regret this but probably not because I like my blog and I support everything I put on my blog as much as I support Rhami. If you don't know what that means, don't ask me, ask Rhami or Shinae. I don't want to answer. I had a superiority complex when I came to BIOLA and I called all the suckaz dumb. ye. But then I realized that I was just as dumb as them all. Freakin' CPC jacked me. I'm mad emotional right now. Props to DaKimi of RiceMonkeys. He got an ElSalvadorian homegirl. Let they be togethuh always forevermore. I didn't see a clear picture of her so I'm not sure if she's pretty. Anywho. Oh, one thing that both CPC and BIOLA has in common is that they both correct me when I say "much" instead of "many" which annoys me because it just goes to show how thick my skull is. After saying this, I could so imagine one particular CPC man with long hair coming up to me and saying "many" to my face as many times as I can't take. (Hanburgerman) Ye. Here's a secret message for ya'll. The code is: METHYLENEDIOXYMETHAMPHETAMINE.
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It's really easy to figure out but I hope you don't because I don't want you to.